Day eighty-two...

Wow... I'm sorry for missing too many days of posting. I've been busy lately... still, mostly just lazy I guess :) Things have been going really well with my diet... Alhamdulillah, I've been keeping up with things nicely. I've been drinking my shakes and eating my meals... I need more water and I'm getting a bit worried that my portions are becoming bigger than I should be having... gotta get that back under control, insha'Allah. I feel like I'm doing good but I don't want to get comfortable with that. I am amazed that I have been keeping up with this so long... this is totally against the way I usually do things... I really want to continue and actually get all of this weight off this time. I want for this to be the final effort... the constant one that gets me to the desired result... Yeah, I know that I will need to continue even after I get to my goal size but thats something that I'm anticipating. I am trying to change my entire way of thinking so that when I get smaller I will actually think smaller too :) I haven't been slipping up lately, apart from the portion concerns (although that is a minor concern that isn't out of control and I will get back in order insha'Allah). I am pleased and I pray that I will see more results... I just wish that my belly would disappear!!! Yeah, I know... dream... dream.... dream.....