Day seventy-three...

Wow, I am completely amazed to have made it this far... I need to improve in a few ways but all in all... I'm pleased with how things are going. I need to drink more water and get into more exercise... I've been a bit lazy lately and I know that I would lose more with exercise... but I hate it ;) I have been feeling much better about myself these days... I really just wish that I had a better self-esteem though, its hard always being so self-conscious. I often wonder if I will ever be content with the way I look. I've been big for too many years. I actually used worry about how I would look after losing the weight. I don't know why, but I always had some kind of  skepticism that made me think I wasn't gonna look good or something. My hubby keeps reminding me that he's never seen anyone that lost weight that looks worse after. I am seeing good things though and I am starting to get over that. I just wish I had actually done this years ago, when I was younger... I feel like I wasted my best years with being overweight. I could have been much prettier had I done this years ago... Oh well, whats done is done and I can't complain... better late than never, right? I will keep my focus and insah'Allah I will be amazed...