Day one-oh-six...

Alhamdulillah, I am feeling a bit better today :) I still have a headache but its endurable. I got out of the house today... I rode along with my darlin' hubby while he ran a few errands.  Nothing spectacular, but still nice. My eating has been kinda crazy. I'm trying to lower my portion sizes which seems to be difficult these days... I'm not over doing it too much in the food dept. but I keep skipping snacks and sometimes meals... I've gotta get it under control in order to progress. I'm a bit upset with myself... I have been having so much trouble with craving more food lately. I don't know why but I just have trouble clearing my head of it. I know that this is one of my major issues that I've been fighting since day one and I am saddened by the fact that it is still an issue after 106 days. But then again, 106 days is a huge accomplishment and I am pleased to have made it this far and I can't complain about that at all, masha'Allah... may Allah give me many more days to improve and much success in doing it... ahmeen. I know that one day I'm gonna have to suck it up and actually do the exercise that I have been avoiding. Im so hardheaded!!! Ive really gotta get over my aversion to working out. I know that when I get going that it will be worth it. I don't know... I might start that soon...