This has been a very trying week... as for my diet that is. :( Im having a bit of trouble with my will power at the moment. I really want to get on track but its just so difficult. I don't know why that is exactly. I feel so depressed about it too. I know that Ive gotta just chalk up the last few days and start over but its harder than it should be. Im no good with temptations right now thats for sure. I really wish that I were not like this. I would love to never have to deal with this embarrassing side of myself... the side of me that is addicted to something that I must have to survive. I've gotta push through this. I've come so far now to let this little (although to me it seems huge) bump in the path mess me up. I've gotta get it together!!! I need more patience with my cravings and more self-control. I will get it together insha'Allah... I know that I am important enough to get through this and accomplish great things in this life, insha'Allah. I will keep moving my feet in the right direction and I won't worry about my mis-steps of the past. Insha'Allah I will get where I need to be, insha'Allah...
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