Day one-forty-five...

Well, things seem to be a bit better than they were the last time I posted. I have made some changes with my efforts. I am trying harder to resist all things tempting. Im getting there... I really was way off track before and its taking alot out of me to get it back together. Its alot harder this time around. I know its all worth it though and I pray that I will be rewarded for my turmoil over this situation. Insha'Allah I will get there... I pray that someday I will actually be able to say I am where I want to be... that would be a fantastic day, indeed... hmmm, what a dream... insha'Allah it will become a reality!