I'm so happy to announce that this is day fifty!!! That is amazing to me, masha'Allah. I can't believe that I have been at it this long. I am really seeing results too, completely by the Mercy of Allah alone. My clothes are getting looser and that is great!!! (actually it's pretty fantastic)
Today I did have a moment of weakness when my neighbor brought us a delicious pineapple upside down cake... yeah.... very delicious... and to say the least, I didn't know that just from others reactions... I actually had some. That wouldn't have been the worst thing were it not for the mini pizzas that my other friend brought. I had too much of that stuff and really started to beat myself up about it. I know, I know... tomorrow is another day, I would just like to have more days where I do the right thing and don't give in to the temptations. Insha'Allah they are coming. Today was just today, meaning that I don't have to take it with me, tomorrow will be new and there are plenty of chances for me to correct my mistakes, insha'Allah.
I've also been beating myself up about what I call total stupidity... I keep thinking... why didn't I lose the weight when I was young??? I would have been much more beautiful then... Now I feel so old... but still losing the weight is better for me and I will probably feel younger without it, insha'Allah. I've just gotta keep tellin' myself that.
well, I'll check in tomorrow, insha'Allah.
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