Day eighteen...

Today has already been a bit of a trial. Hubby is picking up fast food for the family for lunch... I truly wanted to tell him to grab me a big extra value(extra fat) meal, Alhamdulillah, I resisted and instead requested a salad. That was super hard, especially since I really wanted to say yes. I know that I will feel better having not given in to my temptations. We are planning a night out at a friends house tonight. I plan to enjoy myself on a moderate level, insha'Allah. That means not over doing it too much and I will allow myself some dessert...maybe :) But, in order to earn this enjoyment, I've gotta stick to my plan until tonight. I can't really afford to overdo it too much... tomorrow is Friday, my night out with hubby, and I've been looking forward to that for two weeks. May Allah make me strong against my desires...ahmeen.