Today was not good, as far as my diet goes... other than that, alhamdulillah, it was nice. We went to a friends house and ate wonderful food and enjoyed wonderful company. My diet kinda went out the window, and I am really beating myself up about it too. I feel like a failure. I've gotta start all over tomorrow. Please, anyone reading this, make dua'a for me to get it together tomorrow! The funny thing is that I didn't even feel comfortable eating that much, it just tasted good, but my belly wasn't happy. I feel really stupid when I eat like that. I wanted to taste everything, but some things were really tasty so I got more of them than I should have, then there was dessert... which was soooo yummy. Anyway, I blew it, and now I'm feeling like a total loser. I pray that Allah makes this trial easier. I really don't want to be like this for the rest of my life. It's a miserable state of mind and I can't wait to get over it. I don't like that I'm so weak when it comes to food. Well, I pray that tomorrow I will get back on track and that Allah will bless me with the ability to stick to my plan and with extra results...ahmeen.
I will update more tomorrow, insha'Allah...
Anyone out there reading????
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